Wow! hello there! it's been a long time. I couldn't find piece of mind and I certainly don't have feet on the ground. I'm still here through, for how long.... that is the question.

We are in the middle of a pandemic. Damn ! is like Apocalipsis I swear!, I never thought I would live to see this. But here I am, still and boy I have been through some shit. No one is reading this and no one would ever eill!! But if you do, when you do... I'd be ling gone.

I CANNOT say I blame on anyone but on myself, there are no guilty or innocent in this matter, only me, myself and I, as it always has been.

Ill try to keep this "diary" updated, although no one would ever know the real truth but me.