I'm amazed of myself, i'm being completely nice, too nice i'd say, i don't really know if i'm being obliging in deed or wtf, but i'm beginning to wake up, just 'cause i'm with someone, doesn't mean that i have to be something else, i mean i like being nice and all, but i have a fucking limit, i've been extremely good and kind to this person, like i've never been in all my life with anyone and i don't know if he deserves it, i've never been this way, not even with the one i truely loved, actually i was mean to him and i fucked things up, but that's another thing.
I guess i'm afraid of being alone, but what the hell, i can deal with it, i'm way stronger than what i used to be, this doesn't mean that he can take his shit out on me. For his own good, i hope he doesn't wake the beast in me, it has eaten souls before. I've been so nice, how long will i last?
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